You know what I hate? When people wake you up at 12:45 in the morning and fain being cute and cuddly and kissing you tenderly and holding you close and making you feel all euphorica only to tarnish everything by stating their cruel and petty ways. Yep so that happened to me last night. I was in a dead sleep until the bf came in to bed. Ten minutes later as I am getting settled into going back to rest my weary head on his warm and strong chest he has to spoil the whole moment by telling me he has decided that we are going to have seperate accounts on the computer so I have limited access to anything on it. I am super p.o.'d and he's wondering why. Ummmm hello! We've been together for two years and just now you're deciding to take away privileges like I'm your child or something. I don't think so mister. Nevertheless we ended up sleeping on opposite sides of the bed, with my blanket wall built up between us because I can't stand being near him and yet I am NOT leaving the warm comfort of the bed. The worst of it was I was up for an hour and a half worrying about the state of affairs with us... worrying about whether I really am up for dealing with this constant struggle I live in. I am really disliking my life right now and thats not a good thing. Stupid fcuking boys argh argh argh! Not only this happened to start my Tuesday off on a sour note but also the bf forgot to wake me up when he reset the alarm this morning for himself, so guess who just made it in time to catch her van ride to work, ME! I pulled up and blocked them in so they wouldn't leave without me. I hate today. I want to go home and curl up in bed and forget it ever happened.
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